Guilty Confessions

25.9.08 The Dark Reflection of the Truth

2008-09-25T21:27:00.002+08:00

It is getting obvious that my studies are degrading. That feeling; the feeling of emptiness and failure is back yet again. The cold hard truth was the one thing I have been avoiding. The last line of my speech against 3D seem to be playing itself in my mind. Hell yeah it makes sense.

"You are just escaping from reality"

Today went past quickly. Woke up to the irritating alarm sounds from my phone. I try to turn it off and return to sleep. Then my father scolded me... haha... Reluctantly woke up. First period in school was El. Hey, it seems as if El lessons are no longer that bad. We did a prac for compre. Well maybe its due to exam stress.

Then came Bio. We had our bio "SPA" haha! Not too badly done I hope. Some of us had many major differences in our answers. Just hope I did ok. I already screwed my physics and chem SPA... stupid 23!

Went down for recess and then realised I forgot my watch as I was drinking my green tea. Ran back to the 4th floor and took it back. OOOh lucky sia. then went back down to eat. Hey, at least the queue died.

Mt... had some stupid compo test. I just crapped one out. Then chem. Peh didnt come today. Ms Yeo/Wong came and gave us a prac paper. God! the papers are all piling up.

Went home. Eugene came and we studied together. Managed to finish 07 paper and 06 paper1. then about 6 suddenly remembered about SS... Oops sorry Mr Ron! At least Mr pang wont be coming tmr.

Okies then

gtg!

The split between truth and false lifts, confusing us.

24.9.08 What happened today? It seems i have amnesia...

2008-09-24T22:08:00.002+08:00

The days go past quickly as the dreaded day comes near. People have all started their revision but one stubborn kid just refuses to give up his daily lifestyle to adapt to the exams.

I just cant stand it when people invade my life. Even if my mother is the one who has asked me repeatedly to start working hard for the exams. I am still unable to accept it. I know that my results have been slipping significantly.

I just wish that my mom wouldnt restrict me so much, even if it is for my own good. That is just the way that I live.I am so sorry if I have made you angry or disappointed.

It seems i have gotten amnesia or simple short term memory. I just cannot recollect many things. And if you see a missing SS textbook with totally highlighted text, please return it to me. I lost mine.

The day started off poor. I woke up due to the uncomfortable and bumpy bed I was sleeping on. 530am read the clock. I decided to lay a while longer. Then my dad shook me up at 6. GREAT.

Rushed to school. Went to assembly in parade square and in the end, Maran "Due to bad weather, you will go back to class, class by class..." Wasted so much time. Mt , Chung rushed thru 2 chapters and tell us of the compo test TMR. Oh hell cant u tell us a tad bit earlier?

El didnt go so badly. Still have not gone about writing out that compo. Luckily, today was quite slack as he went thru some compre thing. Recess

Physics. Had a test and got a few wrong already. Haizz. Well at least Pang didnt come. But Mr. Liang watched over us since he didnt have any lessons anyway. Then SS. Got back our SBQ. got 15/20. quite happy.

Then stayed to discuss debate at our fave spot. HAHA.

went home and realised SS book gone. Checked for 1hour plus, still cant find. Oh at least i skipped today's study session. Whee. I am a bad boy.

And time passes ever so quickly. Without a second to spare, the man rushes to a new past, present and beginning.

23.9.08 I bid farewell

2008-09-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

The carefree life I once knew has now gone away as the shadows of depression draw near

20.9.08 Sorry for the long blank

2008-09-20T10:19:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not postin in such a long time. Many things have occured and i was quite busy this whole two weeks.

Let us start off with Thursday 11.9.08

It was our scheduled first round of the inter class debate. I was in the team, Second Speaker. The five-six of us were discussing the points and all that. Notion : Should the keeping of animals in zoos be banned. Opponents 3G.

In the end, 3G were disqualified as they did not have enough ppl. Same goes with 3F, both the classes of PNeo if i not wrong. Apparantly, PNeo only told them about it on the day itself.

So we went against 3B on Friday12.9.08

That day was very tiring. Had to do a Lorms Q during geog then after that had to chiong to library and started my duty. Then 145 rush to final practice and debated against 3B.

As expected from the sports class, their skills were not too good. So we beat them even when we were quite nervous. So we jumped to the semis.

Monday 15.9.08

My birthday.
Need I explain further?

That day school was quite relaxing and fun. No stress. After school, went to YX house. Weird eh? go ppl house on My Bdae.... haha

Any way, we did our work,(1h) and played for a while.... but in the end MS couldnt work so we played xbox. at 645 went to white sands and ate swensens.

It was quite tiring cuz we had to wait for half an hour just for SEATS!

Ordered a main course meal for once. Sirloin Steak... Steak is still better in Indonesia... T-Bone!

Anyways, we ordered a cake (cookies and cream ice cream cake) and shared among each other. Kent seah extra and asked whgether got extra benefits for bdae ppl. The person say got ice cream. worth $7! okay la.... quite good. Thanks Kent.

After dinner, it was already 830 so i had to rush off. The others went to walk around White sands. Apparantly they bought me a present then. THANKS GUYS FOR THE PRESENT

Thursday 18.9.08

Next rounds of the debate, 3J against 3D! the feared class. Had to rush to the auditorium after chem spa... I lost so many marks for it cuz i wrote 23 instead of 22! nooooooooo

Anyways, our debate was pushed back from 2 pm to 3 cuz of the phototaking... Used the time to practice and practice.. Then the time came... All of us decided the worst. but we gave our all. In the end, WE WON! yay so happy

but thge finals now against 3A... Their forte as you all know, is their crazy research... I watched their debate against 3E... all of them had at least one " These statistics show that yabadaba..."its creepy almost. But their style and blah blah all sucked. Their team didnt even win a best speaker award...

But the worst thing is that it will be held during our assembly. IN FRONT OF EVERYONE.

haizzz.... okies then, i shall stop here. Sorry for not updating once again
Fear grips tightly on your necks as we grasp for more air.

8.9.08 Sorry for not Posting

2008-09-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

Okies hihi! welcome back from the week long hols everyone!

First day of school is always a drag.... so boring aint it?

Anyways...

NEXT WEEK OK??? PLZ SAY YALL HAVE SOME TIME?

first thing, woke up late... ever so slightly... rushed to do my daily routine, brush teeth bathe and set off for school... without much of a spirit

went into class only afiq was there so just waited for assembly.

Assembly in class! Woohoo... Ce had sexual education... haha all u immature kids :3

bio strangely went past very quickly... i dunno why all of sudden its over... well maybe its due to not payin attention much these days... Mr munir's slurring is getting worse.. maybe?

El came and i was reminded of that shitty debate.... ooops didnt plan for it haha :]
oh nvrmind

then emaths came... just wondering.... but doesnt this chapter looks crazily complicated and difficult? must b becuz it was previously amaths... oh i hate geometry

The school was over and we proceeded to go to yx house. well.... we originally planned to do our geog....but seeing how much of it was so stupid we gave up almost immediately...

Oh well... 1 week to happiness surge and then 3 more to Doom what could be worse?

...and the poor soul drifted towards eternal doom as the day for judgement is arriving

30.8.09 Beginnin Of The Rest

2008-08-30T15:30:00.001+08:00

Hols have begun!

Yet i hav nothin to do

Tell me if yall are goin study grup kays?

Byezz

28.8.09 Towards the End?

2008-08-28T22:00:00.003+08:00

As we take small steps towards the destination of life....Yet another memorable and apparently short-lasting chunk of life is strewn onto the rubbish bin... Term 3 of Sec 3 is coming to an end...

Though it is not much of an improvement.... i was elated when i checked my results just now at yx house... even if it is ever so little.... My english marks was pulled up to a B4... there by pulling my grades up by 1 to an L1R5 of goodness 19! Nothing to brag about and much to be sad about... Promised to myself and those around me that i will work hard for my final years... i have been too slack and its now time to do my own self proud

The end of August will mark The Beginning of September.... my long awaited Birthday month... Just to crash the high spirits... the teachers shifted the exams forward... Though i want to celebrate my own birthday.... it looks like i will have to cut that celebration short.... Also... Notable things happenin on Sept... the month of falls and new beginnings:

Teacher's Day

Sept Hols

So get your whips cracking and start revising!

Words come out naturally when we talk to others but this does not work with our special ones

25.8.08 I have nothing better to do

2008-08-25T22:43:00.005+08:00

Survey!

1) What’s the connection between you & the last person that called you?
My primary school friend
2) Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Dunwan get caught by PREFECTS :P
3) What happened at 10.00am today?
Did maths during bio lesson
4) When did you last cry?
Last week
5) What do you like to eat most with peanut butter?
By itself
6) What do you want in your life now?
Nothing much
7) Do you carry an umbrella or put a hood over your head when it rains?
I don’t care about rain
8) What bottom are you wearing now?
Shorts!
9) What is the nicest text in your inbox now?
Chain mail only haha
11) Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Yup!
12) Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
None that I know of
13) What was the last movie you caught?
Hancock! Still got the ticket! Wanna go watch another?
14) What are you proud of?
Nothing… I am not arrogant
15) What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
I often clear it…..so I forgot
16) What was the last song you sang out loud?
My Japanese songs.
18) What does your last received text message say?
”Lol from Eugene’s blog. Haha you go do la 100 questions” replied yx when I asked bout this survey/quiz
19) What time did you go to bed last night?
11 pm… woke up at 1.30am since not feeling well then back to sleep at 2am
20) Are you currently happy?
Average.
21) Who gives you best advice?
Family!
22) Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?No I use it for coffee only
23) Who did you talk on phone last night?
Uhh… Ryan?
24) Is anything bugging you right now?
Everything.
25) What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
I laugh at everything but it only lasts a second or two.
26) Do you wear toe socks?
No... it is hot enuf already
27) Who was the last person you missed a call from?
No one….
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes. By some guy in school who insulted me till I snapped
29) What annoys you most in a person?
Arrogant fools.
30) Do you have a crush on anyone?
No... did once I think
31) Have you ever done cocaine?
No. wth is that
32) What is the colour of your room?
White. I want it blue tho
33) Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
YEAH!!!
34) Do you believe in the saying “talk is cheap”
Nope…. Talking needs energy and time…..haha jokin lol
35) Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
Me. Who else? I am alone at home….
36) Who was the last person to hug you?
My parents
37) What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
Do you even like me?
38. Do you have a life?
uhhh don’t ask me
39) Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t?
All the time
40) What is the reason behind your profile song?
It just stays in my head
41) Who was the last person you saw in your dream
I rarely have dreams….mostly nightmares….. cockroaches? I hate them
42) Last time you smiled?
Now.
43) Have you changed this year?
Ummm maybe?.
44) What are you listening to right now?
Some Japanese anime songs
45) Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nope….all alone
46) Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open.duh~
47) Is there a quote you live by?
Tomorrow is yet another day?
Live life to the fullest?
Many more….
48. Do you want someone you can’t have?
No
49) Have you ever played an instrument?
Tryin to?.
50) What was the worst idea you’ve had in a week?
Living alone is the best
51) What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Watching my anime on my ipod touch
52) Are you happy with your love life right now?
Aint got one.
53) What song(s) describe your love life?
Look at the previous question by Edwin :P.
54) Does the person know that you like him/her?
No.
55) Who always makes you laugh?
Friends and Family.
56) Do you speak other language other than English?
Some…. Indonesian, Hakka, Chinese…. I WANNA LEARN JAP!
57) Are you blonde?
OOOOH I am a rich blondie who happens to live in ASIA!
58. What’s your middle name?
Tanujaya! Many ppl make fun of it
59) What are you doing tomorrow?
Got some CCA leaders course thing.
60) What do you think you are like?
A fatass who thinks he can kill ppl for fun.
61) Who will you choose to die with?
Myself.
62) Where have you been today?
Home school… yx house
63) What game do you play often ?
COM!.
64) Who are you missing right now?
Cant choose….. probably my family
65) If you’ve to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
Friends.
66) What are you doing right now?
quiz and converting video and resting
67) Which primary school are you from?
TKPS….. not proud of it
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Black Blue Gray.
69) What emotion you like to show?
Nothing
70) What is life to you?
What is life? Still got no answer.
71) If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
I dunno…. depends.
72) Who did you last chat in msn today?
Hidayat
73) Who do you admire the most?
Dad
74) Which month are you born in?
September Falls
75) How are you feeling right now?
Aching and tired and sleepy and ill and parched
76) What is the time now?
10.55pm
77) Where are you now?
Home.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Uhh I am still young
79) Why are you doing this test?
Nthn to do while waiting for video to convert
80) What do you do when you’re moody?
Listen to music.
81) At which age you wish to get marry?
23-25.
82) Who is more important to you?
Depends on the situation.
83) Do you think you have enough confidence?
Hell no~!
84) Who is the person you trust the most?
Mom
85) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
No.
86) If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Being thin once again?.
87) What is your goal for this year?
I don’t set goals
88. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yea.
89) What do you love?
FOOD haha…. Family and games more actually
90) Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Of course…. I am SWEATING in an AIRCON room
91) What feeling do you hate the most?
Betrayal.
92) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Silly quiz setters
93) Do you believe in God?
Nope…..not much
94) Who cares for you the most?
My dearest family!
95) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends and family .
96) What’ll you bring when you fight?
My pens and weapons.
97) What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Growing fat.
98. How would you feel if everyone no longer cares for you?
I hope that doesnt. happen
99) What if your stead two-timed you?Slap her…… no….. kill the third party
100) What do you want now?
Freeeeeedom.

23.8.8 Wierd feeling

2008-08-23T21:10:00.002+08:00

Yo! change colour! whee

long time no blog... havent had the right mood yet.... time is not co-orperating as my wounds have yet to healed

my house have been noisy but empty these few days....for no reason there are aeroplanes flying here and there... fireworks.... construction and thunder all at once

have you ever got the feeling where you want to play during the weekdays (or when we are busy) and when we finally get the time.....your mood just disappeared?

not sure why but i lack my usual passion for games.... maybe its my inner self telling me to stop playing in reflection of my deproving grades?

Nostalgia strikes as i start to wonder what my family is doing rite now.... its quite lonely all by myself.... wonder how long it will be till we meet again....

I wish that i would stop running away and face reality... its just out of my control though....

I am starting to regret my actions

if only i studied harder
if only i played less
if only i took cas more seriously
if only i was more hardworking
if only i was not so optimistic
if only i was not so overly confident
if only if only if only.....

but no use "crying over spilt milk" eh?

oh well.... "there is always SAs to work for" was it? like that will work

people always care for themselves... we claim to be highly "sociable" and are able to "communicate" with others.... but that is never always the case is it?

~escape from reality

Men care only for themselves... Yet I feel that if we reach out, someone out there will be there to grab our hands and pull us up the edge... Will that someone be there for me?

20.8.08 Tears Will Flow

2008-08-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

HEya!

Depressed over marks right now... I do not have the right though...

School is now a torture
As the teachers dish out scripts
Like throwing out their weapons
Many people bleed

Nothing much to write
I have not the mood
As tears well in my eyes

oops~!

anyway.... just crapping and bitching

so.... blog again next time

Yesterday is another day but it will remain in our minds.

18.8.07 Looking Forward Towards The Future

2008-08-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

HIHI back from the grueling exams

Just when i want to celebrate.... Truth hits me hard while wielding a large axe...

MY EXAM RESULTS SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh well the past is passed

so i will begin my anime watching game playing spree!

TATAS~ fellow Survivalists of Life

6.8.08 50th post! Making Slow Improvement

2008-08-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

OK.... first let me just say something first.....
I will not be typing much in my post for these few days since i cut my thumb accidentally...Not that I use it to type.... but I will be quite busy momentarily

Afiq Ash and yx came today to wrap things up for family day goodie bags... but we went to PP to do some final shopping... Ate swensens!

Then went back to my house at about 430-5pm and started work and did until 7pm.... we were trying to wrap the hamper but to no avail.... ash demonstrated one then left...

then from then till 9pm the three of us did the remaining work and managed to finish.... but its not the prettiest thing you would have seen....i admit but work is done and ppl cannot complain....

So we will be putting all of it in school tomorrow in prep for friday...

REMIND ME TO BRING PSP ON FRI!!!

Life entangles in our heart... binding us to this world

5.8.08Busy With Life

2008-08-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

Life sucks as usual as we enter the dreaded period of peril and despair... As we try to escape reality... it will soon catch up with the fastest speed. The Exams are coming!

Anyway... School has been getting more tense as the teachers try to finish all the chapters or lessons as they shirk away from the responsibility and leave us hangin alone.... desperately trying to over come the barriers in school and life...

Realised i have not been bloggin and instead using my time to play/sleep now.... yet that will soon worsen as I will start studying soon... 3sciences EL and SS

What could be worse? All the muggin/Super lots to write exams.... haizz

Many have started their revision for the upcoming exams but I am still lazing around... Have to pick up the pace and start... Yet I know... that once i start...I will not be able to play guilt-free anymore till the exams end... Aimin to get good marks but I am sure that wont come true if I do not try...

Ok... Anyway.... Lets start with the past few days....

Moday 4.8.08

We have been busy ever since the exams were approaching but we took a break and went out after school...

Bio... Ashley was marked by munir bcuz he was making noise....partly bcuz of me...SORRY! but i shant say wad happened

EL.... did the real debate and i scored a 75! : ) Satisfied

Maths... Mr pang came back but not as bad as i expected it to be...
Both teachers have their pros and cons but I stilll prefer ***

Anyway....had a gut feeling that something bad was going to happen but no such thing occured... SO WENT SAKAE!!!

stuffed ourselves full (ashley vommitted after leaving and the others were groaning)

And I went home HAPPILY~

Tuesday 5.8.08

Nothing much happened today but ill just sum it up briefly

Peh came late! woohoo bcuz of the sec 4 thing so part of lesson wasted....did not bring wkbk so shared with afiq

PE.... Finally.... i played soccer but in the end i still did nothing much as the ball did not even get near me (goalkeeper)

Amaths went away quite quickly....SURPRISINGLY.... MRP revised the chapter with us

Physics did KPT and wkbk...

REALISED that there will be many tests tomorrow... but oh well~

After school stayed a while to wait for afiq.... turns out he is now free from AEP and thus me ys and afiq went to buy some things for the goodie bag.... TOWELS MUGS AND SCHOOL BADGE

ate macs on the way home : )

Life is unpredictable... One day, we might be smacked with something bad and the next with fortune... Yet we try to control Life to no avail...1of The Insanities of Humans

3.8.07 I Realise I am Fickleminded

2008-08-03T19:54:00.002+08:00

I realise I am fickleminded in everything....Songs and thoughts....

hmmmm....so how? what shuld i get for myself for my own bday next month?.....hmmmm

anyways...i wont be writing much in this post

I am once again back to step one as i am getting bored at home... if anyone knows a good game or anime....please recommend it to me

ok....byezzz

resting now.....

"Life is a dream."--Edwin

I love this sentence because it is true for me...
: )

HAPPS BDAY

2008-08-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

OKAY

BOYS AND B**CHES

HAPPY BDAY TO YONG XUAN

1.8.08 YAWN

2008-08-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

too tired liao.... shall make a quik post sleep then wake up b4 12

tomorrow i edit okay?

anyway....yester day went cheshire home....had less fun than previous week tho

played othello and stacko then help some guy do some things..... oops he needs to pee : )

aftercheshire home then go hougang mall again,,, ate ajisen(hehe andres got free food :P) then walk around.... jun wei sprayed me with mango deo and i smelt like girl....bought more wax! then cabbed home with jun wei... reached home at 8 i think....

today had mt amaths and ss

mt got back mock papers...37/70 and did zuo ye

amaths had test....couldnt get full marks cuz i fogot how do cubic..halfway remember so chionged ...in the end the answers still wrong....haizz

ss did some practice thing.... SEQ!!!!

duty was slackish today : )

did nat day deco for library so just drawdraw : )

then had tuition just now....

WHY ARE PPL ALL STUDYIN????

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

ill add pics tomorrow : )

I shut my eyes for just a moment and my dearest friends betray me as the world changes once again.

30.7.08 Umm What to Say

2008-07-30T21:32:00.004+08:00

WHEE!!

tomorrow going to cheshire home again.... but how am i supposed to take pics? same ppl ah?

Ok anyway... lets start with today's summary

Started the day off with MT... Started a new lesson today... Jun wei damn pro....managed to fool baldy into thinking he brought the textbook for 10+ mins but in the end still found out....

then next was EL... final debate mock practice today.... think we are going to do the real one tomorrow... but i still have not done the script for afiq yet...nor have i filled in the debate organiser.... but shuld be okay since he giving us time right?

recess....late one in fact... El ate into our time and we had to rush to eat our food...

then it was physics... started new overall chapter of Thermal Physics... busy colouring the scientist : )

maths did nothing much.... did we?
actually....what DID we do? oh....i think mr tan went thru the hw...
but since i finished it ....
hmmmm i think i was doing my maths work....
Found out that Mr Tan reads our blog..... HMPH
but who cares.... its not as if i wrote anything bad ~whistles~! : )
P.S. are you so free Mr Tan? ~~Is that why you mark work so slowly?~~

then it was ~~FREE PERIOD!!!~~ NOPE.... rontan came and finished the notes=highlight book

then after that he left for speech day backcrew pracs i think so we did have one free period or so...

When life seems to have abandoned you... It is the most crucial moment in which we must never give up... Lift yourself up and face the future with your chest held high and proud

29.7.08 I Hate PE

2008-07-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

I really hate pe....

So damn tired now and just now and in school....blah blah blah...

Early morning chem...Yay! Air test cancelled right? not counted... so we carried on with mole concept... a bit confusing but can manage lorgh...

Then my so called "FAVOURITE subject" named by Ryan... PE
dammit
Wonder why they have such a useless subject...They shuld just cancel it for non-PE and let us play games if they want....

BUT NOOOOOOOOO~~~~

they have to give us some NAPFA test and make those who fail keep re-doing

but not bad lorgh....my 2.4 improved by a bit(i think) 18:57 after LBK reduced the extra bit at the front...

so 2 rounds 19mins....last time...2.4 22-24mins

then after sprinting at the end...i forgot since i was so tired and just collapsed on the floor.... then my leg cramped till end of recess....haizzz

after recess emaths... ahbeng went over the 11.3 if i not wrong but since i did it already so i used the time to do 11d and 11e.... but then i missed out on the tangent graph.... :(

then physics continued pressure....copied all the wkbk answers cuz i nvr do.... haha haolin kept scolding me when i asked himt o pass up my emaths hwk to yiyang since i was not paying attention and doing my emaths...during physics

so came home immediately after school... then ate lunch (炒虾面) while watching anime... then watch until 5+ then slept until 8+ then played until 1040....

haizz my back hurts from the running

Not long after i made the choice... I started to regret what I did... Just as I was thinking whether I should not have done it, I realise it was too late to turn back time.... Living with past choices that scar my life

28.7.08 What a GOOD Way To Start The Week

2008-07-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating... been quite busy in the last few days...I'll make this a short one since i am quite tired....maybe update it tomorrow??

Friday 25.7.08

School was boring as usual....mt did wkbk... then maths did tfu (did not manage to get full marks bcuz of ME) then after recess ss ron tan was continueing reliability and made us do some practice....then he showed us some videos and talked crap

had duty... still HAVE NOT CONFIRMED THE STUPID PARTY....haizz

came home...damn tired from long week so watched tv then slept from 630 till next day

Saturday 26.7.08

Woke up early and went to tamp mall to meet with afiq.... then followed by yx... nick cgan...andres and ash... we all ate breakfast at sakae except afiq since its not halal... ate damn little then left after about 20mins...

bus to afiq house played till 130 then yx and andres left since they had party and tuition respectively....

then me nick ash and afiq played until 5 then went kfc eat... then bus 31 back home...

Sunday 27.7.08

Woke up early go cut hair (YES IT IS SHORT) then ryan came to play... we ate lunch at pastamania and ryan went looking for clothes...when we came back... we watched a bit of anime and played psp then 630 he left...

ate dinner then had tuition... then i continued to watch anime and slept at 12...

Today 28.7.08

School....started with assembly some sharing session of some sec 2s who went south india (all indian)....then EL department made us do compre....bio that time chionged thru maths hw and passed it up during EL...EL continued debate(mock) Franky Wanky : ash yx jw and nc (right??) VS DTTCS: johnson churnhoe terrence and liwei (an acronym)

then maths got back binomial... I SHALL NOT COMMENT IN CASE I HURT PPLS FEELINGS
did bearings... NOOOO BP coming back next week!!!

ya....so going to sleep soon i think....unless i suddenly not tired again....

Life's the best when you learn to share with others...

24.7.08 The Second Post of today

2008-07-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

hihi! today was quite fun even tho we came home late...

ok...started school with el....continued with debate... i marked the ppl strictly :) thats y the points i give damn low

then we had bio...today no lab awww! instead we went thru the practical book and *started* on respiration... today china ppl from guangdong came... our class got 4... i dunno their names...

one of them whom i shall not say her name looked DAMN MALE-ISH if there is such a thing...we were talking about it during bio and even munir did not know and kept asking among us.... found out she was female when i saw her *bra*! oops!

we had mt which we started new chapter today then chem.... today the test was cancelled and instead we had practical! MY TITRATION HAD TO DO 5 times lei! sobzz

then after school went to chesire home for the first time... it was not bad quite fun..

i wheeled an uncle three rounds inside and outside around their rooms... quite tiring but it makes me feel happy when i know that others are happy... they are quite pitiful...

then after that took bus then mrt to hougang and ate kfc at hougang mall.... cabbed back home with junwei... slept thruout the journey since it was damn tiring...

reached home at about 730 then bathe and watch anime.... bleach havent come out?!

And Once again let us wish a happy bday to eugene!!!

Love is a complex feeling which drives many to do unbelieveable things in life... It is the one thing that spurs many people on...

24.7.08 Dedicated to Eugene!

2008-07-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happs Bday Eugene! Today is your day!
Hope you enjoy yourself!

23.7.08 Pissed Off

2008-07-23T23:41:00.003+08:00

School was tiring as usual... Before assembly, the sky was damn dark and cloudy and looked as if it were about to rain but they stubbornly have assembly in psquare but in the end everyone evacuated.... lol

started off with MT! did a 公函 which i passed up FOR ONCE! whee

then had english... we did the debate which made me quite nervous... daniel tan still say i calm and collected when i was shivering the whole while.... today is cold! then slightly early recess

next up was physics... he continued talking about pressure... in other words BORING!

e maths learned about cosine rule which was damn screwed up

then had lecture(ss) kwok did the lecture today wearing some girls scout like uniform... she did it damn fast (faster than ikhwan i think) didnt copy down notes fully until i realise halfway that all her slides are found in the textbook!!! so took out my highlighter and job is much easier

after that went to tamp mall to eat with andres afiq and johnson who just tagged along when we took cab to tamp.... ate pizza hut then go buy present for Eugene the upcoming bday boy....after that went to play at afiq house a while then came home at 7+ and still went popular

my aunty was like scolding me like mad.....grr so sick at her constant nagging.... she keep thinking i still child.... 8+ also called soooooooooo late

haizz life sucks

During times when we really care, people ignore us. When the time comes when they are in need, they will turn to beg for help immediately. That just shows how Self-centered humans are...

22.7.08 Nothing To Do

2008-07-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

As I promised!!!...... Emo poems....

Freer Than Freedom

Love is lost
Friends betray
As our lives worsen
We hear the insults in our minds
For there is no one who'll help
With our lives
We strive to continue
In our lonely road to
Freedom

The Difference

What are friends?
How do we label
Other people
As friend or foe
Yet foes are not useless
They help us improve
And as we help others
They turn to betray
The once helpful people
That we all call as
Friends

Remorse

Chains do not restrict
They do not bind
Instead they help us
To reflect our lives
Scars are etches
On our bodies
That prove our valor
And determination
Pain is a mark
That all of us feel
It reminds us of
Past ordeals
Humans dislike these such things
Yet they are the things
Which help us form
The fundaments of our lives

The Fountain of Feelings

Emotions betray our true feelings
And at the worse moments
When it really matters
During our lives
Yet humans belive that without these feelings
We are machines
Cold blooded devices
Who cannot operate by ourselves

The Man-made Mask

Smiles are disguises
They hide our anger
They allow us a little
Bit of tolerance
Just as we try to
Smile a little
People will know it is not real
And that you are lying to them

The Dew of Humans

Tears are a sign of destruction
Within our bodies and emotion
If we do not have faith
We will never succeed
But we can never resist
Showing our weakness
As our self destruction begins

Friends and families lead the way in the darkest caverns towards the path in life.

21.7.08 Learning An Instrument

2008-07-21T18:48:00.002+08:00

Whee! Starting to learn how to play the guitar by myself(read guide online) like others said.... my fingers are bloody hurting becuz i tried playing the intro for wake me up when september ends.... now typing is also damn pain!

Anyways.... today is officially RACIAL HARMONY DAY! happs...

school was slack today. started off with celebration. the celebration was fun (teachers didnt dance much after taking so long to be hauled up on stage) except for the play by 2I... i didnt like it much as it was too lame but they did put in effort in practicing... HAHA the wig FELL DURING THE PLAY!!

bio didnt do nothing much...felt emo during the bio periods and wrote 5/6 poems which dont make much sense to others (i think).... post them tomorrow!

then el do the stupid essay rewrite... amaths did sine graphs and cosine graphs

ok....i shall remember to post first b4 studying guitar since its really torturously painful!!!

hehe! i shall not give up!

When the tide comes, the sands of life starts to flow...Drifting across the vast sea, we do not know where it will end up.

20.7.08 Happy Bday You Lucky Bastards

2008-07-20T20:36:00.008+08:00

The happy Bday boyKent Seah

A BIG HAPPY BDAY TO NICHOLAS TEO AND KENT SEAH whose bdays are both on the 20th july ...

Did not know that it was kent's bday till on the bus today....joined them to play bowling in the afternoon after helping yx with installing some games... total 4 of us played bowling : me kent yx and their primary school fren... whose name was tianxun...

I ordered "Sharkie Freeze" which was passion fruit ice blended...

Could not finish it...Compare it with "Passion Fruit" Soda Beverage :)

then nigel came and after playing bowling we went to have lunch at fishnco and played pool again(tianxun left already)... about 5, we left breakers and went peninsular shopping complex... to buy my guitar!!! (refer to yx blog for price)

A photo of my guitar!

the whole place was stinking with indian people....

Learning the difference between wants and needs can go a long way in helping you save... But for people who dont care... they are practically the same thing... I fall in the second category....What about YOU?!

17.7.08 When will I Stop Complaining?

2008-07-17T21:13:00.002+08:00

OK.... just finished my weekly thursday routine: watching my anime :)

went to play **** today... its wierd.... i suck at things but i still wanna do it.... lost miserably to the others who went : yx, houchen, nick han and chan, chong swee and ash...

came home to eat and watched tv... then started watching my anime... (i am having snack now) :) and now posting! but nothing much to add about today....

Started school with el... some stupid debate thing... daniel tan is hopeless...

next was bio... we had a test which i think was above avg difficulty.... then had practical... recess...

MT...did the wkbk...(copied) and he told us tomorrow or next week got some stupid test and if we fail(1 person).... he will teach us elementary style.... complete with 习字，听写。。。WTF

then ended school with chem lab....did titration today... LIAL haha! UNDERARM HAIR ADVERT!

If we fail to do remarkable things... we are ordinary people who lived through life. If we did not do anything we liked...it was a wasted life...

15.7.08 Bummer!

2008-07-15T18:39:00.003+08:00

Sorry i didnt post these few days.... DO NOT EXPECT ME TO POST ON SUNDAY! since i rarely go out.... even if i do i will post it on monday....

Lets begin....!

Been doing nothing much at home except playing my com games....(super retro) Sunday stayed at home doing nothing.... so lets talk about yesterday

14.7.08

Moday first lesson is Pal... liang talked about some financial literacy course AGAIN! this would have been the third time....arent they getting tired of it? the contents are all the same summore....I quote "So, it is best to start saving early!"

Next was bio....started new chapter... transport in plants... nothing much happened....RECESS

EL.... haha Daniel tan threatened to step out of the class (hoped he actually did) but in the end never even take it seriously... Debate... haizz so boring....

Then came emaths... had a binomial test that was a killer (i hope i get full marks....:))for the others... i admit that binomial needed refreshments as we did it b4 hols... but the others couldnt remember/understand fully maybe....

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15.7.08

Today was THE most boring day since term 3.... Chem watched the stupid hol hw presentation... then peh went thru wkbk...

PE did 5 stations.....

Got 1A and the rest all fail (including 2.4km rum)

recess

then next was amaths.... today was damn confusing (TrigoFunctions) hope it can sink in soon

Physics had test and went thru wkbk also....but today 1 period less cuz got listening....which i am coming to now...

LISTENING COMPRE MT

hishlight to read-->not so bad but i think i got reduced marks cuz i answered 1 wrongly

TNC

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only valid till end of 16.7.08

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When people have nowhere to go to.... they retreat to their one and only haven...Their minds

12.7.08 Fun Day

2008-07-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

Sorry i didnt post yesterday....was very tired...and angry that my thumbdrive went in the washing machine....

OK! anyway

11.7.08

Mt first period... did listening practice and did compo...Then Amaths....nothing unusual happened... recess

Then came geog.....we went to the it resource room to discuss some dunno wads...jun wei was like using the com when ron tan was talking and we were like surfing around here and there.... when it came to presenting our work... i accidentally read the

"Hard[core] Engineering" as it was.... then i suddenly heard ron tan say to me.... "its not hard core engineering but hard engineering"

So paise! i was like laughing like some mad man.... then after that bcuz we were playing around and not listening to the other groups present.... we were scolded by ron tan.... sorry luh!

had library duty.... finished at 245 so decided to open the idea of discussing the party with all members...(except sec 1s and 4s) haizz in the end the ideas still not that good so had to discuss it more next time....

Went to crumpler wheelock with ryan after library.... actually i wanted to go on sunday but since got lots of hw so cancelled and went todat instead... Got a bag called "FUX deluxe" (i dare u to read it aloud in front of teachers:) ) and ryan also got a bag but i dunno wad its called.... mine is damn big! Then went home lorgh...

12.7.08

Today i went to yx house....ash afiq nicholas and eugene also came...

played several games (mainly halo3, callofduty4 and guitar hero3)

ate kfc for lunch and went to eat dinner with yx, his father, me and eugene...

his father was really kind and kinda talkative (i dont mind so stop making that face yx!)

he treated me dinner since i paid for the kfc... (aww u shuldnt have but THX anyways!)

then went home in cab together with eugene....(hope u dont get scolded too badly!)

nothing to do.....maybe play diablo 2 a while later or maybe sleep early...

When ideas clash, a storm approaches... When humans clash my opponents get bounced off

10.7.08 When It Counts

2008-07-10T20:45:00.002+08:00

Today was yet another busy day!

Started out the day with the worst possible scenario:English....PLOP we all went to bed... today was especially lame and time wasting... we received some handout about argumentative essay... and we must hand ours in by next monday...so sian...

Next was bio... it was supposed to be lab today but we didnt go so spent 3 periods in munir's deathtrap... today he was sidetracking a lot tho....making it more fun... (we also saw yi xuan angry!!) he was like talking about army things and goingthru the plant structures...

recess then MT... we WENT THRU our workbook (in other words....copy!)and practiced oral a bit...then peh came in with a bad mood knowing 2/3 of the class will disappear soon and was pissed that 10 ppl nvr bring wkbk and some of the others who brought did not do the work... left at 105 cuz got oral today and had lunch..... DESPAIRed at the canteen table and then went up to wait at the hall....

i not sure if i can attain a distinction but....hope i can.....i think the conversation topic was ok....but i still screwed it up lo

the others went to the chesire home and realised that the whole thing was a failure.... so in the end still need find more VWOs....aiyo so lan one just cancel the whole thing might as well.....

"When there is a will there is a way" This sentence is said often by people who are desperate as they themselves know that deep down....there is no such hope. (Not suaning you WJ)

8.7.08 Slack

2008-07-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today was the slackest day in my sec 3 history...

Peh didnt come so we got 3 free periods... next was p.e. ... self-explanatory...early recess then started lesson finally.... Amaths...a bit confusing but can handle... then was physics.... learn about power all that...quite sian tho...

EVEN MY POST IS SLACK!

had tuition just now... chinese oral practice.... she said my conversation is okay but my reading sucks.....as per always but oh well my tuition is getting fun cause of the chat sessions we have....whee~

tomorrow will go soccer support for FINALS against sports school... i say the odds of winning are 10% at best oh well..... will have tuition again tomorrow and sleeping early to prep for oral.... so wont be posting tomorrow (even if i do it will be even shorter than this)

Remember! i wanna buy crumpler.... go wheelock next week/ this week the sunday ok?

P.S. (to my sis) If you are reading this post.....send my regards to koko.... :)

Life can be exciting or boring....It is up to you to decide what its like!

7.7.08 Youth Day

2008-07-07T23:41:00.002+08:00

Oops....fogot to post today! I'll make it a quik one...

Went to Marc's house in the end...So sad Yx cannot go... but still had a fun time... Went to school the bus stop at 9...met afiq and took 43 to marc house. We arrived first and lazed around playing halo until ewan and johnson came...

Then the real playing started! Halo 3.... Played a while ate some mee played somemore....then break(while playing some kind of childish card game).....then played summore then ate cheese burger...courtesy of marc's mum (A big THANK U!) which lasted 1 min since we ate damn fast....played more till 3! then left cause of some unknown reason...

Then spent the rest of my day playing my com game and watching tv.... did a bit of maths and despaired that tomorrow have to run 2.4 for pe..... NOOOOO! so tiring la! fail then fail lo.....better not make us re-run...

ok...gtg now.....quite late already... tomorrow need to go back school.... that weekend felt short.... I REALLY WANNA CRUMPLER BAG!(doubt it will look nice on me tho...)

Definition of life : a path of aimless activities which will end only when we reach the checkpoint called Death.

5.7.08 Outing!

2008-07-05T23:15:00.002+08:00

Haha went movie outing today with ash yx and eugene...

We watched Hancock(not bad but ending a bit abrupt and rushed) at vivo... went there by taxi and collected the ticks by myself then met up with ashley and yx... cuz got about 1h more time so went to walk around vivo shopping...half way thru...eugene came also and joined us... tried out some shirts but not suited for me (i look wierd in shirts and they were slightly tight) while drinking starbucks coffee....mmmmmm

this time i ordered 2 cheesy dogs which i ate damn fast (nvr eat lunch) and large iced tea.... I learned my lesson from previous movies and only drank a bit until the end.... luckily nvr go pee :-)

after that we went to eat some kolo mee.... the serving is small but its quite nice i think... tho its quite ex and non halal(LARD present) i went home straight after that cause i tot i could send my bro off... ash and yx continued walking... and eugene also had to go home because of some anonymous calls...

when i reach home (after queueing DAMN long at the taxi stand) at 7:45... realised my bro already left... but he left his things and asked me to bring it to him.... so waited 45 bloody mins at bus stop for 36 and reached airport terminal 3!! after passing his earphones and his fren's discs...went home by myself while emoing on the bus(waited yet another 30mins)

haizz no bro no fren no limit got freedom.....PROS AND CONS ar balanced

now i damn tired once again and probably sleeping early...

when we are left alone in the lurch...our inner fellings flood our heart... when we are together with friends, our feelings flood out...drowning in our feelings

4.7.08 Tired

2008-07-04T23:54:00.002+08:00

Today was yet another boring and tiring day...MT today do listening practice and baldy started on new chapter....haizz was so sian until i shade the whole of the picture...

Amaths today was like chionging thru fast....then geog was like free period....finished the hw ahbeng just gave today... Mr.Stroke Daisy was like sleeping and doing nothing.... we nvr even do the work that we supposed to do....heard he told 3C...."You all can play psp but not so obvious...." WTF

after school chiong do lab(physics) then after i finish.....without eating chiong to library and did duty......finished our supposed "work" in 30 mins.... wahlao....reminded of jk's wierd personality in library cca..... forced everyone to do work....(chairman's job so difficult for a group of slackers)

狐狸精(Mary Jane FOX) came in and gave us more slack work to do.... haizz the library web page so failure one....after that went home....watch tv eat then sleep until 10pm.....suddenly....."RINGGGGG"
pick up phone with blur spirit and heard yx say ashley tomorrow can watch movie....so asked eugene come also lorgh.....spent 2 hours dloading my anime and checking the movie schedule all that lo....

bro leaving for australia tomorrow....have mixed feelings about it.... Sayonara~

The door slams.... an angry kid is having a fit... without stopping his thoughts, he jumps into bed and shuts his eyes...

3.7.08 So Sianzz

2008-07-03T21:07:00.003+08:00

Haha today so sian sia in school... first period jiu el....make us sleep one aiyo! el no nid talk about it since everyday the same one...had a tiff with junkai when that stupid debate... "no.....that is not our motto~~~ its our vision" while pointing his fingers again.zzz

after that was bio...had lab today but the expt all failure lame one sia... stupid light bulb gimme headache.had mega big recess... lent yong jie $5 and was like left with nothing so buy lomaikai nugget and green tea like yesterday...then remember i had 10 in my side pocket so bought chix rice... then mt do speech (演讲词) wazzit?had to finish by then but we got soccer so got extended till tomorrow... still not going to do :O hehe... he like totally fogot wad happened yesterday.... lol stm(short term memory)

had chem lab after that... was supposed to be test but we still discussed... I KNEW IT WAS CO2 JUST COULDNT DO IT RITE!!! so peh did it for me.... shakeshakeshake......>>> MAGIC!!! the lime water turn cloudy
after chem was like so rushed so just bought 3 bottles of drinks and went to foyer... never even wear red shirt...

WE HAD TO SUPPORT SOCCER!!! ok la quite fun... slack for half time then do cheer....

b4 half time the score was like 2-0 rite or wazzit 1-0? anyway....we were LOSING then after half time thrasshed them and went into extra time.... we like scored a goal then the stupid green view guy fake cramped so goal never count.... but in the end still beat them 3-1 in penalties... think that is the score.... with that we go to finals! hope we get half day>above....

went back home in taxi cuz no bus... took ashley yongxuan and afiq along and dropped them at mandarin gardens there...then i continued to ntuc...bought soap ice cream rice and more drinks and went back home.... so tired sia...!

did the shiloh essay.... hope i didnt screw it up... then blogging now...

back aching... maybe watch my bro play crysis then sleep slightly earlier lo....

Physical pain beats mental pain as mental pain leaves scars all over your body though it is not physically hurt... what a mess!

2.7.08 Days of Devastation

2008-07-02T17:38:00.002+08:00

Haizz.... Just reach home bathe all that and turned on the com to use... lately nothing much to do so devoting time to games blog and work...today nothing much happened in school...EXCEPT for that SON OF A *****

cant stand him lo.... first time i got scolded in class for talking for NOTHING!!! open those squinty eyes of yours and see properly can you big dufus! i was like telling my fren he dropped something then BAM! kana scolded.WTF! stupid baldy! make me hallucinate about different methods of killing u somemore......

after that we had El...as usual a waste of time.... give us time read then continur talking about arguementative... such a bad job sommore! buck up la! then had earl-ier recess... for the first time .....3J sat together! our recess was pushed forward and the others in the canteen were sec 2....so no choice lo... had lomaikai and nuggets... haizz losing my appetite for lunch in school.... the food all so suck one....

then had physics prac where we roll marbles... finished early and went back to class... we started on our workbook (havent do mah) and ahbeng launch surprise attack on us... HE is currently the best teacher we have ( tied with liang i think) so we quickly keep our books and did maths...

he gave us some excersises to do and we finished early so continue workbook.... so good come up to me and ask me whether i need help for my missing lessons....i said no tho...

Then... surprisesurprise we got relief teacher for geog... he was like a mega idiot... taking 1/2 an hour just to photocopy notes... talk to some daisy fren about movie... sleep in class summore...

went to jl meeting after school... as we noe.... it was about soccer... whole class going support anyway so might as well.... haiizz tomorrow no free time lorhhh

kk gtg.... my hands going numb for some reason...( maybe from typing so long) :)

A fallen angel tries to get back up...but will never succeed; that is us... humans.

1.7.08 The Beginning

2008-07-01T22:42:00.004+08:00

School has been boring at best and i can't catch up in time....haizz... well at least pang will be down till the next month and i (secretly) get extensions for hw....(jokin....i handin them in late!)

I have not even done bio my report seh... must start on it soon. Chem was boring but it went past quite fast today... i did nothing for pe....just stand there blur while holding onto wallets... first early recess this year! then when ahbeng came into class... he suddenly ask me some random question ...

"Edwin, what are you having for lunch today?"

i was like stunned... why did he ask me that? he doesnt even know me much...
lol...in the end it was like he heard rumors that i treat other ppl...but how did the rumors travel so fast sia?!

amathslesson i was like chionging on my 4.3...had to recap by asking the others about it... now i havent even do my 4.4 sia....screwed. then whole lesson i never hear what he say la and in the end still miss more lesson....sian

physics was damn boring sia... today mr liang like digress so much he ended up talking about nuclear power... binary fusion(wazzit?) or wadeva... and in the end we got this lame worksheet which need to do essay for TFU......

oya! just remembered to put chinese...

in the end of the day... i was supposed to check the chem lab for any teachers for repract....but i ended up walking downstairs about it and fogot so nvr went....

talk about ponning.... this was my worst experience sia! cannot even catch up lo....

you might hate your family... but they are the ones who close the gaps in your heart... it is inevitable...LOVE them!

30.6.08 Time Flies By

2008-06-30T18:34:00.002+08:00

Yay! Finally back in action....

Been sick for the past week... high fever so bad sia...everyday sleep until like afternoon... but now i have finally went to school. Went into class and every one was like "Welcome back" haha... and i changed my place today... i used to be in the dead centre of the class.... now i shifted to beside yx.... prob is...i just shifted next to je**** too

Went to fish n co after proposing it the guys and we went in 6 of us... ash, yx, eugene, jun wei, nick, me.... wait... that makes 12345, 678910! haha lol....i just insulted myself... it was difficult ordering for 6 ppl and i looked ahead of me.... theres this whole group of office guys 10+ ppl eating lo taking photo and chatting.....

the three new york fnc came first (of course after the soup which everyone had, with jw and eugene sharing) then came ash's wrasse picatta or sumthing.... then yx's stingray.... MINE CAME THE LAST!!!! :(
shared some wif everyone...(the salmon is nice!) and munched it up in a minute....!

jun wei had to go co prac so he went off after that... the rest of us went to walkwalk around pp... Went around window shopping for clothes... all of which are quite expensive

then after that walk liao the rest went home but eugene came to use com... i reached home liao then bathe and like slept while eugene was using since today was like dead tired... hope i can skip PE tomorrow....

Hmmmm my blog is kinda dead.... to revive it.... maybe i shuld change my skin? maybe when i get free time then....but at least i will be posting more regularly now... whee!

A friendship which ends with betrayal is a wrong start... Yet friends are important to let us continue in our path... So is a bad friendship unavoidable?

24.6.08 Feeling DOWN

2008-06-24T18:10:00.002+08:00

YAY! so long nvr post! my blog semi-dead liao!

haha school started already but i am not in school! got fever on sunday...the school start that day the morning still got so......PONNED~~~!(: slept till like 11 then went doctor....got 2 days MC until today lorhh... today still got fever so yet another day without school

still havent done my hw... plz let me copy! heard pang got injured..... got many different rumors summore.....rollerblade....stairs....anyways.............HHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
dun bliv it.....

shuld b going back tomorrow.....need to quickly copy physics.....

kk....gtg now.....have to rest....otherwise still got fever tomorrow then die

a wasted day will never come back; a wasted chance is missed; a wasted life is misery

5.6.08 My life

2008-06-05T21:23:00.007+08:00

OK! Sorry for not posting in such a long time.... at home so boring :

Everyday my life is a......

Play
Eat
Sleep
Talk

PEST......

yes i am so LAME

Just when we rejoice that it is the hols....You just realise how boring it is without school.... Oh wait....this doesnt apply to all hardcore gamers so 95% of the stuent population is not affected....Yet i am a wierd exception.....

It seems that me wanting to play computer games everyday is just a hope for escaping daily life.... but now since my life was reverted around... i now desperately wish i could do something else.... WAIT! This is not a desperate wish for school! I am so contradicting myself....i still have not planted my seed!!!!

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OK....since i am done complaining.....shall proceed to talk about what has happened in the past week

27.5.08

Watched Made Of Honour as a movie outing with Eu and YX. Was very nice and i feel like watching it once again.....this is probably due to me missing a scene when i went to the toilet in the middle of the movie since i couldnt hold it even longer...we ate CJ for dinner and once again...we were unable to finish!

28.5.08

Had oral exam ....still dont know whether it was just practice or counted in SA2 for 20% like the teacher said.... got mdm raksha and received good marks (top section for all) and we ate mos after that (Eu and YX).

A big SORRY to the both of you since i made u all late for your stuff!

Plans For The Future

Hope y'all be free cuz we are gonna watch: KungFu Panda and Get Smart!

A lack of planning is suicide...Yet planning does not help...Then what is the correct option?

The Start of the Hols

2008-05-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Hols! What is better than the hols?!

23.5.08 The Blogger Returns

2008-05-23T17:55:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not having been updating this blog. I have been busy since the exams ended...My parents came on thursday, 15.5.08, the second day of the AEP exams... Of course since not many people take AEP, it is practically a holiday for the whole of the level...

Since my parents came, i spent a little more time with them since i might not be going be during the hols due to the great pile of homework practically all teachers left us with... So, i bid them farewell on wednesday, 21.5.08, along with my bro who went back due to his social visit pass expiring.

Now i am all alone at home with only my computer to keep me accompany. Even though freedom comes, i have to take care of myself, cooking and doing house chores while maintaining the minimum budget.

Went to eldest son's house(YX) just now and played Xbox 360! I just remembered how lousy i was at halo...22kills when the best player reached 100...it was so fun...Mr Zuraimi confirmed the library ex-co post today and i was chosen as chairman...haiizz have to plan welcome/farewell party for sec1 and 4 respectively.

Hmmm....shall stop here today....shall continue to update my blog everyday from today onwards once again...though i might forget once or twice

"HAVE TO GO SERVICE LEARNING! U MAY ALL SKIP CCA TRAININGS~" haha

With great power comes great dilemma; Not great responsibility

13.5.08 FREEEDOM

2008-05-13T10:15:00.000+08:00

Exams are over! Rejoice! We must celebrate!

12.5.08 Geosaster!

2008-05-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

Unlike what i had hoped...the geo paper was crappy. I did not manage to complete it fully cause i was not sure for the map reading... just hope that it will not be so bad and that my ss can pull it up...

Next up....Physics! the last paper for the SA...just hope i can survive tomorrow and then BOOYA! it is celebration time....going to the 2G outing tomorrow...hope we watch something nice....Wed going out again with family as an outing...Thurs Ryan coming over to play and my parents will come!

Ok....time is running out....shall sleep and GEAR UP! for my physics! For all ppl i noe taking physics tomorrow,.....GOOD LUCK! we all need it......

Life is full of choices...It is up to us to pick what is right and wrong...Though sometimes...life makes it harder to choose!

11.5.08 The Discomforting Eye-Geography

2008-05-11T21:58:00.003+08:00

hmmm......woke up today with a more seriously swollen eye...arghhhh! it is seriously getting in the way of me trying to learn geog... practically slacked the whole morning (as usual...ate noodles! then watched CC for morning... played a bit of scrabble and watched Russell Peters or whateva with my bro for afternoon) and started the serious studying straight for 4 hours at around after dinner...

ryan called juz now and we like went thru the facts together...haiizzz so tired and my eyes are like still in great pain! Sincerely HOPE that our geog is gonna turn out fine....FINGERS CROSSED!!!

ok! last two exams! lets fight!

Hope is a futile effort in escaping from our troubles...But it helps to ease our minds...
Humans are so feeble such that they rely on false hope...

10.5.08 A Splitting Headache

2008-05-10T17:59:00.002+08:00

Woke up early in the morning and played psp for a while...before long YX arrived...my hair was still so messy! haha...lied on bed for a while and YX started studying then like 1 min later Eugene came into the room...so shocked cuz didnt hear the bell...

After studying a while...ate my noodles...bathe then go MP library...met ashley and we studied till one...bought some food from cafe galilee...a 8serving portion of chicken chunks...iced caps...and a choc mudpie...the mudpie was fresh from the freezer and was like super cold...my fork dropped and it dirtied Eugene's pants...Sorry!

Then BK for lunch and accompanied Eugene to cut hair at Roxy....haha now your hair really very short! Back to my house... called my mom and ashley realised Eugene's pants got a big HOLE which could fit in like 2 fingers...haha....ashley left soon after we had a quiz...so sian....then YX left like 4 + to his aunt's house...

Eugene stayed till just now...my aunty like mistook him reading ppl's blogs as STUDYING and like...chided me..."See...your friend is so hardworking...he check the computer then go back there(my room) to jot it down..." in hakka. GRR ....makes my blood boil at how old ppl can nag...

OK....shall stop here....have a splitting headache...probably slept too early yesterday...

When people start to doubt you for what you have done...act innocent and doubt them back.
People with secrets are the first ones who doubt.

9.5.08 The Road to the Hols is Getting Cleared

2008-05-09T15:41:00.002+08:00

Finally! We are now left with 2 more papers...Geog and Physics...am now slacking...YX and Eugene came to my house once again! Haha! It is really true that this house is practically their second house....

Though i will have MUCH more freedom....i am actually sad that my brother is going off soon....Our family is like seperated totally; i in sing...sis in melbourne and bro in canberra; parent in good ol' indo...this house is getting more and more lonely...luckily....like Eugene mentioned...i still have my good SONS!

haha....shall dedicate today for slacking and resting...tomorrow shall start the full on studying of geo... have forgotten most of the things cuz we have been studying ss....dunt even remember how to answer the qs....

Haha...cant wait to go for the family and 2G outing.... family outing is compulsory to both sons.... other relatives are welcome and encouraged to come..... Sorry! forgot to say.... ALL DISCEASED PPL ARE NOT INVITED!!!

haha....lol shall make my posts longer once the exams are done!

Our lives are important as people will forget us sooner or later once we are dead...Why not make them remember? Live it to the fullest!

8.5.08 Feel So Sleepy

2008-05-08T15:33:00.003+08:00

Wazzup kids! Finished chem today! hurray left 3 more papers...Just woke up when Ash and Eugene leaving...err i slept for like two hours right? haha! YX and nicholas chan also came for a while but YX left early; after watching Monster-in-Law and nick left after studying for a while...my house is getting more and more like a pub!

Hmmm...what should i recap for a maths? seems so difficult but seems also that nothing much to study...practice also must用脑想...so tired...cant wait till exams are over...they just had to pile all the difficult papers at the back; geo physics amaths...! Give us a break!

We should celebrate once the exams are over!

Doubt blurs our mind; blinds us to friendship; and also changes your action
Then why is it in everyone's life?

7.5.08 Double the Length

2008-05-07T18:02:00.002+08:00

Haha...didnt add a post yesterday...busy MUGGING bio and then i ended up playing and feeling very sleepy cuz its like info overload....Eugene and Yong Xuan came these two days to study....wheee! had another mini quiz but chem like nothing to test...all should be application...Bio was GREAT! had like another 20 mins wasted from my lifespan....was it just me or are the SA papers easy this time round?!

hmmm....dunno what to study for chem lei....got so many things to mug but they always excape my grasp...haizz...hope our SA results are good!

The darkest secrets we keep are the most easily found out...
Then...what is the use of keeping secrets?!

5.5.08 The Deadly Duo

2008-05-05T15:06:00.002+08:00

Haha...ok my bro has gone to work starting from today and i will be at home with my grand aunty alone till 6! YAY!...Eng was screwed up...As i had expected...got no inspiration for the compo....damn....end up writing some crap shit compo about butterflies---> linked it to freedom...urr no connection rite?

OK bio was a waste of time...Munir went thru the answers for class test but nvr giv back script...half the class wasnt even paying attention. Haha....JK was distracted during the whole of chinese cuz liao was the invigilator...had 15 minutes after completing the paper so went ahead to stare at other ppl doing their scripts....felt like an idiot!

Sorry son! for wasting ur time....Instead of going to my house to play after exams....wanna go watch ironman as a family outing (u too eugene!)? must check with wei jian first what the 2g outing will be...cant double watch...

Why hate?! Forget!

4.5.08 The Short Day

2008-05-04T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today was a very short day....woke up at 10.30....Ate my usual breakfast of 2 packets of instant myojo char mee noodles! Yum! Then i proceeded to doing the homework my TT Doreen left....for like 1 hour....

Proceeded to play for a while while looking for new games for the psp....in the end got castlevania.....Had tuition for 2 hours from 4 to 6 p.m.

Got wished good luck by my teacher.....LAST chinese tuition until next term!

hmmm....work hard for english.....need to refer to scrap resource for formats.....

haizz.....scared tomorrow got no inspiration

ok....hmmm.....9 Days to end of SA for us!!! 11 for Afiq and Damien....oops sorry!

Blood is a link of families, murderers and hard cold metal
Death is a funny thing

3.5.08 The Day To Unwind

2008-05-03T20:21:00.004+08:00

Today was yet another day spent to unwind after the two stressful papers...! Eugene came over again to study and read comics haha...Sorry to have disturbed you! And Ryan made up his mind after his laptop crashed due to virus to come and play psp with me...

Eugene left at around 5+ was it? and Ryan left at 7:55...+- Today was fun though i only did a bio prac paper....Still cant be satisfied.....

Yong Xuan cant come over to study cuz his mother scold...Poor YX...we only managed to study when he did not come... A BIG sorry to him! We wasted so much of your time...

OK gtg...my TT Doreen has come...

CYA tomorrow!

haha 1 week + to end of SA

Freedom leads to fear but fear does not lead to freedom

2.5.08 A Carefree Day

2008-05-02T20:54:00.004+08:00

Today was the dreaded day! SS paper was ok tho...I managed to finish answering all the questions just as virgil said "1 more minute". My hands were numb after that...Proceeded to have break and HCL paper 1! My 应用文was screwed i think....Jun Kai cheated lorh....he knows everything there is A-Z for those stupid bags...作文was ok i think....confident about it since Doreen (my TT) went thru it with me the day b4....did a question similar to it...

Frantically searched for a dict juz now....so much time wasted that i did not get to go thru my SS answering....whole assembly I was like sweating profusely...

Came home from school wif Andres, Ashley, YX, Eugene, Nicholas Chan...Ate Ajisen for the second time this week! haha i think the waiters even noe us.....

The creation of doom!

Went home....played around tho we wanted to "study" in the end YX went at 4+ cuz he got tuition and the others went at 6+....have to sleep in another room later since my bro got flu and i duwan contract....still got 1 week + of exams....haha spent the whole day playing...

hmmm.....shuld i go 4 study grp or shuld Ryan come and play psp together?hmmmm

life should be lived the way you want it....not with regrets.....we only have 1 try

A reminder

2008-05-01T18:40:00.005+08:00

YES kids from 2G a class outing! dun forget exams sad liao must vent anger by throwing popcorn on unsuspecting movie lovers! refer to 2G blog 4 more info

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1.5.08 The Day of Devastation

2008-05-01T18:18:00.005+08:00

Today is the day! The day before the exam! Study SS time. Had chinese tuition just now...cuz have paper 1 tomorrow... but ss is the more important one i believe as need to mug and remember....so sian

We the trio are going to study tomorrow after exams again yeah! hmmm today was so sian....now my mom is lecturing me about my weight once again....yaya i understand...! I will try to reduce my diet but no i am not going to exercise! muhahahahaha

hope my ss will be ok....should study more later and have to dig out all my notes... hmmm should i study for my chinese? NOPE! haha

SS here i come! YES YES KIDS 839.9 + 5 = 844.9....SO happy!

freedom comes with a price: devastation

Change in my plans

2008-04-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

In the end, I could not do the 作文 cause my teacher changed the tuition time to 1 pm tomorrow....no mood to do it. HA watched Howl's Moving Castle for the second time...while waiting for my brother to come back home....in the end i waited for 2 hours....but he hasnt. Tonight is so screwed...

Not sure when i should sleep...or studying.....hmmm

a change of plans can change your life

30.4.08 Fun with SS!

2008-04-30T17:21:00.002+08:00

Sorry didnt add a post yesterday... went to Ben and Jerry's branch in Pasir Ris but the queue was about 100+ ppl so didnt want to queue anymore. Went home had tuition watch half an hour of brainiac and popped into bed. Slept like some hibernating bear.

Today Eugene and YX came to group study! SS was a torture...cant memorise everything....: ) Went to eat Ajisen Ramen! And bought a *Ahem`... Eugene and YX accompanied me to buy it! haha... ( dun get sick ideas lil` kids)

LATER*** have to do a 作文for my tuition teacher to mark tomorrow....sian. ARGHHHH

2 more days to SA! Are u ready kids?!

taking risks is part of life...but is it worth dying for?!

Muzak!

2008-04-28T17:41:00.003+08:00

By the way.. i added a playlist of music from the band evanescence! Cuz the player is too big...FF or RW is limited but u can still press play and scroll using a mouse wheel or touchpad scroller. If u have any music that u wish for me to add.. please shout it out! Add the info of artist and title and i shall add it in.

P.S I did not put the music to auto start for fear ppl might dislike it... so u have to press play urself!

ENJOY!

28.4.08 The Monday Clues

2008-04-28T16:24:00.005+08:00

Today, like most weekdays was a boring day...CME lesson was taken up by that idiotic english reading competition PASCAL or whatever it was... Tho we made fun of JK....the teachers eventually went up (we sat at the gallery) and we couldnt chat anymore...what a drag!

Then...Geo was not bad... Miss Sharma shifted the slides while some of us were copying so there are two big blank paragraphs on my foolscap where i copied the answers...HEHEHE she did give us hints to what will come out tho (think she is the setter) have to start mugging for SS real soon... everyone already started probably except me!

Pang gave us an A maths prac paper for the three periods i think...IT WAS SO DIFFICULT! only finished section a within the whole three periods(1:45min) and it was like i was referring to ppls scripts! a maths die!

Munir had to spoil the day by giving the test he promised...i only skimmed thru my books and i think my q about villi was screwed: i only wrote crap! the rest was ok tho...

Went home after that and bought two curry puffs downstairs... maybe playing later :P

4 more days! have to start studying!

a life filled with lust is a life which is a must!

27.4.08 The Wasted Sundae

2008-04-27T17:06:00.004+08:00

Didnt do anything today....was a waste of time.....didnt study anything...
went to parkway today to get a usb cable for the psp...bought a plate of duck rice and a hot fudge sundae which was overflowing with fudge, causing it to melt. Went home...rewatched a dvd then going to play ff8 cuz i finished ff7 like a week ago...

tho i do wanna stop soon and study, i kept telling myself to stop but just couldnt....hmm addiction is catching up!

i just found out while talking to my SON(yx) that we had tons of work! stupid teachers add stress to the stress..........SUMMARY i nvr do........ : (

What should i study first? Obviously SS! cant screw combi humans! but tomorrow got another bio test......screw u!!!

MY god its like....5+- SUBJECTS to mug....its like no time!

countdown to SA is 5 days left

a guilty conscience will stay with u forever, haunting u till the day u die

26.4.08 The extra week day

2008-04-26T18:08:00.003+08:00

Today i went to Thaipan to Eat! with ash, yx, jw and eugene. My food like came super fast and i ended up waiting for the others to finish while i salivate.....Physics was a disappointment! Nothing to do....just went through the past chapter (which all of us can do with a txtbk?)...Bio was a disaster tho...wanted to get full marks.....awww.....but cant cuz i misread a question

MUGMUGMUGMUGMUG

Monday got another bio test....so sian.....FOOF MUNIR ITS THE EXAMS! dont add more stress

realised my house not that near to school bcuz of the walking distance....bought mcwings meal and treated eugene who came to my house. in the end he paid me back secretly...

sian....later got tuition...but my teacher forgot give me 作文题!! haha no need do!

end off the day by sleeping late after playing ff8 (i hope). cant bliv i am still playing--> i told myself to stop like a week ago

All right i admit this is wierd but i just began blogging 6 days before my exams?!

Whatever the action, there is always a consequence: a guilty conscience

26.4.08 The beginning

2008-04-26T17:56:00.002+08:00

The Beggining Is The End

To make it short and sweet:

I am starting a blog! WOW
I am not that good ( lousy in fact) a blogger
Please give me comments(try not to spam)